Fine, do you want to know why i’ve been weird lately? Its because i want to die. It’s gotten so bad i can’t go a single day without wishing i killed myself the night prior. It’s driving me insane, i cant sleep. And when i finally do, i have nightmares. You know how im always late to school? Its because im devastated that I’m still alive. I cant do my makeup, because i’m too busy sobbing. I used to cut, then everything would go away. But when i have no cuts my mom and the doctor are happy. They check me for them. So this feeling, it wont go away, its carved in my brain.
I just want to disappear
The one time you’re actually needed, you get stupidly mad and are mean. The ONE time they needed you most, you weren’t there you stupid bitch. Everyone would be better off with you gone. EVERYONE. You should just do the world the favor. You’re worthless already..
Here’s the latest installment in a series I like to call, “No, really! It’s super glamourous. Just look!”
(May 10, 2012 - Excuse the fat.)
IT CAN ALWAYS BE WORSE.
(via selfmutilate)
HUGE GIVE AWAY!!!
RULES:
1. You MUST BE FOLLOWING www.hipsterized-nation.tumblr.com
2. NO LIKING ALONE
3. You can reblog as many times as you’d like! (The more you reblog the more chances you have of winning)
4. We wont accept people that try to convince us to give it to them, if you want to win reblog it lots of times
5. The winner will be chosen through randomly picking.
6. The winner will be chosen by may 21st
7. MUST REACH 1000+ NOTES IN ORDER FOR THE GIVEAWAY TO HAPPEN.
ITEMS AND HOW MUCH THERE WORTH
Juicy Sweater - $70
American Apparel spandex black pants - $100
American Apparel light wash jeans - $85
American Apparel crop top - $36
American Apparel crop top - $36
American Eagle bleached shorts - $50
American Eagle high waisted shorts - $50
Black Betsey Johnson shoes - $250
Denim Jacket Nevada (M) - $20
Ray Bans - $ 150
Naked Pallet urban decay - $ 70
Iphone 4s black - $615
Macbook Pro 13” - $1400
TOTAL SUM OF: $2,932
(via angelsgetaway)
